It’s been nearly 2 months since my last post but it feels like its been so much longer than that. There’s a couple reasons why I haven’t been posting anything:
Uni- The main reason why I stopped posting. All my assignments just built up and I didn’t have time to really do anything else except uni work. (It’s kinda my fault because I did leave a lot of the work till the last minute) There was one particular assignment I was really struggling with and cried pretty much every time I tried to start it. This also lead to a lot of thinking about dropping out.
Motivation-This links to the last point. As I was having to write a lot for uni the last thing I wanted to do when I had a bit of time to myself was to spend more time writing even if it was for this. I also lacked motivation to think of ideas of what to write about.
General Feelings-I’ve also been just feeling down in general. My self confidence has really decreased and my general motivation in life rapidly decreased.
I am starting to feel a bit better but I still have down days. I’ve got a few things to look forward to in the summer, for example I’m going on holiday. I also plan to have a lot of days out to nice places. I got a few ideas for blog posts so the amount of posts I’m writing is going to go back up to what I planned (1 post every 2 weeks)